… anxiety.
Last week I had a mammogram, the annual check which has been happening for nearly 30 years.
Always the same except for the one eight years ago … the one which was a surprise and not the happy kind. There was swearing that day.
All morning and the days prior I was anxious, but in the morning especially. Much in life in the last nearly three years has effected us all. My work especially has impacted me physically because of the anxiety, the feelings of physical overwhelm. Yesterday morning was a lesson in the things it is appropriate to be anxious about. I noticed it and decided it was totally appropriate to be anxious about cancer and the annual check. So much so this little conversation I had with myself enabled me to put lots of other things in perspective, life and health, body and brain protecting me and saying hey this is something we need to be careful about …
… all clear, another year since that one day almost eight years ago.