… happened. I feel lonely. It has suddenly hit me, wham right in the heart. I have never really felt it before and it is over such a silly thing.
I am intelligent enough to know that I can do things about this, but it worries me a little, where did it come from? How did I end up in this situation? I can do stuff, join things, try stuff, get out and about … and I will.
The problem is I don’t want to do things on my own anymore it seems. That be a problem … that will not change.
Life …. better than the alternative.