Something …

… happened. I feel lonely. It has suddenly hit me, wham right in the heart. I have never really felt it before and it is over such a silly thing.

I am intelligent enough to know that I can do things about this, but it worries me a little, where did it come from? How did I end up in this situation? I can do stuff, join things, try stuff, get out and about … and I will.
The problem is I don’t want to do things on my own anymore it seems. That be a problem … that will not change.

Life …. better than the alternative.

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2 Responses to Something …

  1. katelharc77 says:

    Sus you are great to write it down, pop it out into the universe. It’s the first step. Loneliness is hard. I feel it a lot too, and sometimes it makes me crawl into my shell even more. But I always, always feel better when I get out and hang with friends, see a film, go for a coffee, feel the sun on my face. X

    • purplesus says:

      Thanks Kate. I have not ever felt it like that before. That whole I’m getting old thing perhaps, I’m soooo living in the backyard of my nieces and nephews when I’m really old. But let’s not tell them yet!
      It’s holiday time! I am planning on doing all of those things! Starting tonight with a 9.40pm basketball game in the role of cheering aunt! X

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